Feelings

Well today is a day of emotional feelings for me. I don't know for sure why but it's one of those days where you really don't want to get out of bed. You just want to vegetate. I feel like any minute something will be said or did and I will break down into a flood of tears for no apparent reason.

Last night I had a great night. I went and worked out and then went and visited friends. It was a much needed break from being Mommy and being able to be Tam. First I went to Heather's and visited with the Bride to Be Jessica. Shannon and Susan were there working on how to decorate the arch's for the wedding. Jessica had her wedding make up done that afternoon and she looked beautiful.

The we packed up and went to Susan's and watch Project Runway. I really enjoy the creative and artsy feel to that show. All the people on there are talented. I could do without the cussing of a certain person and the sideline dramas. But the clothing and the inspiration is wonderful. Of course it was great being able to visit with everyone. It was a full house, Susan, Shannon, Brittney, Emma & Alexis. Right before "So you think you could dance" came on Tracy, Jordan and Jennifer arrived. I wasn't able to stay for the show because it was on later than usual and I needed to get home to be mommy again and put Sadie to bed. But it was a great visit.

On my desktop calendar today it says....

"Reminiscing helps us put our lives into perspective. As we get older, we can see how each stage, every memory, fits into the grander scheme of things. My life has included sorrow as well as happiness. And all those emotions, all those bittersweet memories have created what I like to think of as a bright, colorful, firmly woven tapestry."

I think I will end on that note.